My History With Computers, Part 2

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So, like I said last time, going to college changed the computer landscape for me. It was 1991, and home computers were becoming popular. I was thinking that I really needed one to get through college. But my parents were convinced that all we needed was a typewriter. So, I got a job at the Po Folks restaurant in Waco, and bought the two things I really needed to get through college: a truck (1991 Izusu pickup) and a computer. I took out a loan for $2000 and bought an IBM PS/1. The truck lasted until it blew a rod last year, but the PS/1 has been gone since 95 or so – so I guess you can see which one was a better buy 🙂

Anyway – the PS/1 was incredible. First of all, it came with Prodigy – an early Internet-like service that I loved. My parents got a little mad that the phone was always tied up, but it’s not like we got that many calls. So, yep – I’ve been on the Internet for a long time. The funny thing is, I saw the PS/1 on some list of the 10 worst home computers of all time. Most of the problems they listed didn’t affect me, though. The PS/1 had 30mb hard drive (NOT gb – mb), IBM-DOS (this was before Windoze came on the scene), and a monster mouse that didn’t always click when you hit the buttons. But it had Microsoft Works – that saved my rear in college many times.

My parents caught on to the need for computers, and now my Mom currently has a super monster computer to transfer VHS to DVD and make home DVDs.

So, the next decade of my life was spent with a variety of computer upgrades and new services. I went from IBM-DOS to Windows 3.1 to Windows 95 to Win 98 to XP. Haven’t even touched Vista yet. Don’t know if I will ever be brave enough for that.

Anyway, in college I also got my first experience with Macs. Baylor had all Mac labs, so around 1994-97, I spent a lot of time on the early WWW and the Mac version of what ever. Archive.org has a great service called the Way Back Machine, and it’s pretty interesting to look back at the old versions of websites archived there. I remember many of them. Man, has the Internet come a long way.

I tended to shy away from programming computers in college, but I quickly got back in to it after getting in to the work world. I had no aversions to programming in college – I just got too busy. Anyway, I went to a computer training when I was a Junior High teacher called “Intel Teach to the Future Training.” We all had to take tests online to see if we had the necessary skills to just jump right in the class and start. Or so we thought. The first day of the class, someone raised their hand and said “now, are you sure I won’t break this thing by pressing the ‘on’ button?” The teacher of the class (who was also another Science teacher), looked at my wife and I (we were both Science teachers and in this class), rolled his eyes, gave us the “might want to entertain yourself for a while” look, and proceeded to baby sit this teacher for an hour’s worth of basic computer training. Like, really basic.

So, I got on the Internet and learned html. Since then I have gotten into CSS, XML, PHP, MySQL, JavaScript, Flash, and ActionScript. All of which I learned because they were needed for my job at the time (whatever it was), but no one else knew how to do it.

Also, around 2003, I started my first blog. Been addicted ever since.

In 2004, I worked at a company that was (for the most part) all Mac based. So, I used my first iMac (the G4) in a work environment. I was pretty impressed. When Apple decided to come out with Intel-based Macs, I was almost convinced that it was time to switch. Our Mac-fanatic friend Chris was the final push that convinced Katie and I to go Mac. A few months ago, our new iMac Core Due arrived, and I’ve been loving it ever since. Now, if only the price of iPhone would come down, I could get one of those, and start a whole new chapter in my history with computers….

(by the way, the links I am putting in these articles are to pictures of the computers or programs in question).

My History With Computers, Part 1

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For some reason, I have been on a nostalgia trip recently. I was looking at PC World’s Top 10 worst computers of all time, and the first computer I ever bought was up there! It was a great computer! Anyway, I started to reminisce, and I was surprised to find out how many screen shots, articles, and emulators there are out there for these old systems I used to own or use. Here is my brief history with computers.

My first time to use a computer was in 4th grade, around 1983-1984. Our school had a Commodore 64. They would send all of the artsy/nerdy students to what they called “Gifted & Talented” class once a week – and the C64 was one of the activities they kept us busy with. Interesting how GT started out as a way to describe the “weird” kids. Anyway, I basically learned how to use |/\{} etc draw a rocket ship that would scroll up the screen. And to play a game or two.

I also remember back in the day when Target had a C64 on display. My brother and I would always jump at a chance to go shopping with our Mom, and then get to Target only to dash off to the electronics row. The game that they always had, that we always played, was G.I.Joe. Mom would have to drag us kicking and screaming out of that store every time.

I also remember visiting Sears a lot and playing their ColecoVision every chance we got. We loved to play the Smurf game. Yep – it was labeled the “Easiest Video Game Ever.” But we never won it. Sad.

Somewhere in mid-80s, my parents broke down and bought us an Atari 2600. We actually owned something before that to play Pong on, but I can’t remember what it was. Anyway, we used to spend hours playing Atari games at friends and relatives houses, so we eventually ended up with one of our own. The games were simple, but we loved to play. For days on end. I think school happened in there somehow.

Also, along the way, we talked our parents in to our first home computer as a family – the TI-99 4/A. We also spent hours playing Parsec and Tunnels of Doom on this thing. Tunnels was great because we could get the whole family together and explore the dungeons looking for the King’s treasure. We even has a tape player to store stuff on – that was what the po’ folks did back in the day when floppy disk drives were too expensive. Um… a floppy disk is… well, if you don’t know – go look it up. Anyway – cassette tapes are very finicky, so every other time you stored stuff on them, you usually lost it. But it was soooo cool to be able to turn off the computer and have it remember where you were in the game.

I even learned how to do graphics and some video game programing on the TI. Now, granted, the pixels on the graphics were a good 1/4″ square. And the action was pretty slow in Basic programming language. But I still fondly remember my first program – Stormtrooper Battle 357. You had to go up 10 levels of the DeathStar, each level with a Stormtrooper to shoot. Of course, the trooper just stood there until you hit the ‘F’ key – because I didn’t know how to do it differently. Then, when you got to the top hatch of the DeathStar, you had to enter the “secret code” to get out. What was the secret code? Take a wild guess….

Any way, I also remember in High School how the Nintendo Entertainment System became huge. We spent hours at friends houses playing Super Mario Brothers, Castevania, Duck Hunt, etc, etc. Until my brother got one for Christmas, and then we spent hours in his room playing those games. Yeah, and we did manage to make it to school most of the time. Somehow.

About the 10th grade (1989), my school started offering a computer course. So, I jumped at that. Don’t even remember what computer was used, but it was IBM, and it had the old monochrome screen. I Spent hours programming BASIC (that’s one of those old computer programming language, for those that don’t remember) and designing goofy banners to print out. I was the envy of my class when I learned how to change the color of the text on my screen from green to any one of 16 basic colors.

Of course, I was also around when the arcade video game scene took off (late 70s – early 80s). Wasted many quarters on anything from Donkey Kong to M.A.C.H. III to Karate Champ to Dragons’ Lair. Also, I remember playing on several Apple IIE‘s back in the day.

Well, that pretty much takes me up to college, and the fact that I got a job the last month of high school and worked through my entire 6 year stint at college (yep – 6 years, not 4) pretty much changed the computer landscape for me. I’ll hit that in part two.

Christianity: Religion or Relationship?

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“Christianity is not about religion, it’s about relationship.” Probably one of the evangelical church’s most famous lines. Right up there with WWJD, FROG, etc, etc, (insert your favorite bumper sticker slogan here). Last week, I counted at least 5-10 times that I heard that statement come out of someone’s mouth at church (and the person that I know to say it the most was out of town).

The problem with that statement is that I don’t exactly find it in the Bible. In fact, some passages seem to contradict that. Take James 1:26-27, for example. It speaks of pure religion. Wait a second – religion can be pure? Pure, as in, holy?

My friend Chris (who hates blogs and will never read this) pointed out that Christianity is not about religion or relationship – it’s about Jesus. Very true point – totally accurate. So, the real argument is probably about whether we classify how we follow Jesus as a religion or a relationship.

I recently came across an article online called Is Christianity a Religion? It was written by a Catholic person (still can’t find their name) as they were examining the evangelical church’s fascination with “it’s all about relationship!” theology. The article is a really good perspective from a non-evangelical voice. I don’t agree with everything in the article, but some excellent points are raised:

‘Yes, God established a rather complex religion, complete with ceremonies, clergy, heirarchy and plenty of “do’s and dont’s”. But He never intended it as a substitute for a relationship with Him. Rather, the ancient Israelite religion was meant to be an expression of their covenant relationship with God. The Lord does not seem to see an innate conflict between “religion” and “relationship”.’

An interesting thought – even if it is hard for us in the evangelical church to read through that without the “Gospel of Works!” flag going off in our mind. Let’s not forget for a second that legalism is not just works but doing works to gain favor with God. If you do the works out of obedience and love – it’s not legalism. In fact, I would submit that you can never observe a person and determine from the outside whether or not they are being legalistic. Whether you are doing some works to gain favor with God, or because you love Him and want to be obedient to Him – you are probably going to do the same actions on the outside. You might grumble and be miserable in your heart if you are just trying to gain favor – but that is easy enough to hide from others.

Social Action For the Common Person

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Lately, my wife and I have really been pondering and praying over the issue of social justice. Well, my wife has always been thinking about it, since she is working on a PhD in Community Health Education and all. But lately, I’ve been noticing that everything I get involved in has something to do with Health Education. Maybe God is trying to tell me something….

I even went to a Community Health Evangelist training session recently. One of the thoughts that really stirred me was the concept of Jesus’ vision statement. He had one – the one that He began His ministry with:

“The Spirit of the Lord is on me,
because he has anointed me
to preach good news to the poor.
He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners
and recovery of sight for the blind,
to release the oppressed,
to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.” (Luke 4:18-19 NIV)

This passage refers to spiritual as well as physical interpretations (even though most sermons I have heard focus on the spiritual interpretation). The big question for me is: how can I do any of this?

The problem being that I work full time in the educational technology field. That is what I feel called to do, but it seems like ministering to the poor has to be your full time vocation. My free weekends are scattered. So, I can’t sign up for something that happens every Saturday, because I might have to miss from time to time. My rational brain thinks that there is nothing to be done to help the poor at night, because they have already had dinner.

I wish there was some type of resource that just lists ministries and opportunities in my community that anyone can jump in and serve as they can. Say, I have nothing to do Thursday night, and I look up my city on Thursday night and see where I can minister to the poor. Great idea for a website, but I wonder if it would work.

The Problem With The Church Today

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Our churches today have a big problem. It doesn’t matter if they are modern or traditional, charismatic, emerging, diverging, small, or large – they all have this problem. This problem existed in 50s, as well as in the Reformation, as well as in the time of Paul.

The Church is broken.

Yep. It’s busted, messed up, crazy, weird, silly, whack, out of joint, etc. You name it. The Church is just that. And even worse. You probably have no idea how broken it is. I don’t mean spiritually broken. I mean it is just not working right.

And that happens to be just the way it needs to be.

You see, the perfect church has no need of God. The church without problems has all of the answers. All of the ducks are in a row. In fact, some of the ducks are probably MIA. There’s no need for God. We are going to be in eternal need of fixing. There’s no way around it.

That is also part of the adventure. God is calling us to join him in his redemptive work. Oh, yes – those that don’t know Him are the ones that need that redemptive work the most. But so are those that already know Him. The great adventure comes in realizing that we all get to join God in his grand plan to fix the brokenness that exists everywhere – including inside of the church. Including inside of us.

It’s not always fun. It requires us to sacrifice all, so that we might gain this repair. And we might give up from time to time. But the call is never revoked just because we occasionally lose heart. Or – if you are like me – you lose heart more often that you seem to gain it. Like, every other hour it seems. Thankfully, the One that extends the call never ceases to forgive our weak hearts.

Welcome to the Table

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Why “The Beggar’s Table”? Because, really – we are all beggars. We are all in a place of great need. We may not need food or clothes or a roof over our heads, but we all need a savior. Something greater than ourselves to answer those deep yearnings of our heart. Even the spiritual greats of our time, like Mother Teresa, recognized their needs.

So, what do I plan on blogging about? We do I believe in? What is my denomination affiliation? Well, join me to find out. I can say that I will blog about God, Jesus, Church, world religions, current events, social justice, and probably post some of my artwork here. But who knows what else I will dive in to.

Brief Summer Movie Reviews

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My wife and I are actually not that huge into movies. We tend to miss most of them. However, we seem to have gotten a chance to see many of the big releases so far this year. Here are my brief thoughts on them:

Spiderman 3: Lots of good ideas – but too many for one movie. Many scenes, and some characters could have been cut. Not better than part 2, but still a fun movie.

Shrek 3: Really funny. I like Shrek movies. Just as good as the first 2, if you ask me.

Pirates of the Caribbean 3: Great action sequences, great special effects. Hated the ending, but I still enjoyed the overall experience. Keith Richards as Captain Jack Sparrow’s Dad is classic.

Transformers: Awesome movie. Plot? Who cares! I love giant, fighting robots. The biggest problem with this movie (as any other Michael Bay movies) is that a ton of innocent bystanders die, without any emotional weight. Mass deaths like that are devastating, and I think the movie would have been better without them. I already know what Creecy is going to say about it, though: “it’s a racist movie. The only good guy robot to die was black.” Well, Creecy, it’s a Michael Bay film – we all knew Jazz was toast from the beginning. His most cliche characters always bite it.

Live Free or Die Hard: I would have never seen this one, if I hadn’t have been with a group that wanted to see it. Not a big fan of the Die Hard series. Still, entertaining – even if 90% of the action is even more unbelievable than in the first three. I was waiting for Bruce Willis’ sidekick to bust out and say “Hi, I’m a Mac…” at any time – but it never happened.

Coming soon, and looking forward to:

Bourne Ultimatum: Katie and I love the Bourne series. The trailers look awesome – so we’ll be there. “I doubt you are sitting in your office.” “Why is that?” “Because – if you were, we would be having this conversation face to face.”

The Kingdom: Looks like a gritty take at culture clash gone wrong. Set in Saudi Arabia, staring Jamie Foxx and Jennifer Garder (and many other quality actors that I can’t pull out of my head right now).

Underdog: The trailer looks hilarious. I’ll want to see if the movie lives up to the hype. “Y’know, you never see dogs hurting each other for money.” “You never see people sniffing each other’s butts.” “TouchĂ©.”

We’ll probably also get around to seeing Fantastic Four 2 (yes, I liked part 1), Harry Potter 50 or whatever number it is (never read the books, but they make entertaining movies), Evan Almighty, and Ratatouille before all is said and done.